A life without pursuing the truth is unreasonable.
I record some of my thoughts for personal reflection and enjoyment.
A life without pursuing the truth is unreasonable.
优绩主义 consumed everything, and it was hard to find inner peace. But it turns out that if you have money, time, peace, achievements, fulfillment, and treat yourself well, you can recover.
The solution is surprisingly not reading, reflecting, and thinking. The solution is to eat, sleep, love, and know what makes you happy in life — and just do it. People should keep a list of “things that make me happy” in case they forget, so they can check it whenever they need to.
I used to restrain myself from expressing who I am. It’s dangerous to talk too much and expose oneself. People are judging. But I no longer care. That’s why we open our hearts again.
It is fun to take notes of what we think every day. I was angry at myself for not being able to write something complete and fluent. Now I know, poetry and sentences are me.
Affirming oneself is so hard. We are not perfect — we can’t master every style. But all we need is to speak in our own.
I hope my words can comfort people like me.
Few people want to pursue intellectual pleasure. No judgement. It is a biological fact.
I don’t fear failure, and always want to improve in study. We should do the same in relationships. It must be easy to master if you take the time.
So fun to pick up the habit of writing pieces of sentences — something I used to do at 16. That is me, and I never change.
Try your best to understand me, because I am a genius.
Good players play; bad players suffer.
Enjoy.
I am obsessed with the way I talk.
I think and reflect, but I don’t attack myself.
People are complex. All people. So it’s ok not building relationships. It’s ok not building connections. People get lonely. They try to pretend they are ok. They suffer. They play. They indulge. They sober.
Until we find someone who can listen to us and truly understand us. Otherwise, it all remains shallow and not nurturing.
Enjoy diverse connections. We search and search. Each connection reflects a different aspect of us. They are all me. No need to bother with the only true love. That does not exist. 命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求。
Feel frustrated when feeling unloved. You don’t need to be loved by anyone, although you want to be. That’s the betrayal of loving yourself.
Be honest with your feelings, and build diverse relationships. Be supported in many ways. Have all kinds of friends. Have diverse boundaries. And remember to keep them.
Fill every day with what you like to do.
All of a sudden, you get free.
List of happy: read alone; write alone; sleep with peace; be pure; don’t talk to people; enjoy.
Care about every organ of the body: teeth, skin, hair, hands, and back.
Intimacy.
Educate the parents.
Be grateful to advisors. But choose your own path.
Protect yourself. Avoid unnecessary pain.
Be 100% pure. Let everything flow through. Then develop your talent.